A Person Struggling with Submission

I am a person who does not like starting a sentence with I. But anyways, I can simply describe my life as the journey of a fish who was born in a dirty sea, and through some magical events was able to escape the dirty sea and find the pure and clean waters. Although he gets dragged back to the unclean waters again and again, he now has gotten used to the beauty of the clear waters and wants to move there permanently.